Everyday!!!

When I wake up every morning.
When the mind and the heart switches on.
When my whole being catches a glimpse of the new day ahead.
When yesterday feels like a long time ago.
When tomorrow feel like a life time to come.
When my brown eyes meet the sun rays and I appreciate the beautiful fresh breeze.

After a silent prayer of thanks giving to our Father in heaven.

My heart and mind registers.
The wonder begins, love grows by an inch, unanswered questions pile up.

Then I remember, hope and faith is all I have.
I’m holding on to the most basic of memories.
That’s it.
That’s all I have.
My undying love for you,
Unanswered questions,
Memories!!!!

That’s all I have to carry with me daily.

But, when did I fall in love with you?
When did it all happen?
Why wasn’t I warned about this?
How come I don’t remember the day it all started?
When did it happen?
Why is it happening?
How do I make it stop?

I know why it hurts, it hurts, and I know why.
You are unavailable.
You are unavailable emotionally.
It all stopped for you when it all began for me.
I’m standing here looking in from the outside.
I’m standing here, but all I want is to be over there.
At one point, you did make me believe that I can sing along to your melody.
But you went and changed the words.

I’m all confused.
In love and confused.

It is what it is!!

XO XO

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